15.8.05
Over breakfast, Mum and Lyn did get into the subject of dating and guys and all that smoosh. It was quite intersting, in a simple summary.
Mum, well somewhat, gave her blessing on relationships, she just said to take it all with a pinch of salt and not give until there has been (as I can put it) the "I do," and to simply keep to our studies and God, to keep strong and do well throughout all the chess battles of life.
With that at hand, I did actually feel it safe to go into a bit of ". .well, since you seem to deem dating okay, allow me to inform you about a very special person in my life. . "
However, I didn't, I did not feel ready to go into that, especially in a public area.
How could I explain it all in a puclic area of all places? And days before I move out, knowing that I would want to come home on weekends, now and then. . . Yeah, along with the fact that we were in PF at the time,and if she was feeling determined, someone would possibly get a horrid morning call. . .
In so many ways, I feel like it's time to show all my cards, and yet my cowardice takes hold of my tum and I'm just like a princess trying to make the Queen-Mum see the how easily a commoner could be "King". Yet, I'm just a coward. . .
[Today's pun is "Erich being kingly" ah ha ha ha, ah good pun Chi, good pun^_^]
tea is served @ 11:56 a. m.
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