2.3.05

Yeah, Ryan growing really isn't what it's cracked up to be. It's does get wack at times, and then you just want to go back to running in the playground and getting all dirty and never really noticing anything at all. Ha, those were the good old days.

But, let's start to look at tomorrow with a smile, here and there, hmm? Isn't it exciting to know thawt you can be more in control of the things you do? Get live out with friends or on your own and be practically the person you've always wanted to be.

I just love getting to know new things. Gaining knowledge about stuff and gaining self confidence and being my own person. So yes, things are harder and people aren't as sweet anymore. It doesn't matter if you've found your strengths and just don't listen to it all.

Just dream about what's to come. I'm not saying Live in the Dream, just advicing to dream and not notice the black spotches on your shirt/blouse. Yeah stuff happens and messes up your day, but thankfully we can always look to tomorrow with barely any worries.

You always have to lose when you gain. So make sure you gain the right things, eh? The loss won't be so brutal. And just enjoy this huge chess game or its series. If you aim for the right stuff, the path of least resistence, and find your foundations and anchors, it'll be a journey/ game to remember. Find your bright sides, shining sun, sparkling night time diamonds and the moon with its beams. Take back the beauty of the imperfect and pick each other up. Daily falls aren't so horrid when you have someone to fall against or just laugh about it with.

We have to stay strong, but the weak still have their glory. . .

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