13.3.05

So it's been a little teasing thought. Couldn't really ever explain it, but slowly knew my placing of it.

I can't say that I support Gays and Bi's, but I know I won't stand in their way. I mean, I have no basic feeling towards it except that I want those who are to be happy and comfortable with themselves and not feel awkward around me. I surely don't around them.

But I can't shout out the door "Gays Rule!!" and such. In truth, I can't say I support it because I'm not super sure on where my faith stands. We're told to love all those around us, no matter who or what they are. But in Moses' time, such ways were considered wrong, looked down upon, and shunned.

It's just the simple truth that I won't ever hurt someone because of how they are, in that sense, but when it comes to stronger, deeper, things, I know which stone to stand upon. Because it's different when they mess themselves up or purposely change themselves.

Yeah, yeah, we all know of how a radical I was, but it was simply to set a. . . a stand to show that I didn't feel need to act differently or whatever. Indeed, I don't and never try to act as if I'm cool with it, because I don't believe I should be one to dictate who can be with who. Truly, which one of us has the right to tell each other who they can and cannot "be with"?

And when you think about it, we shouldn't have a problem with it though. What if it were switched around. What if the majourity of the world was homosexual and the minority heterosexual? There would still be discrimination there, now wouldn't it? And so, because I know it could be flipped that way, I don't feel need to be a bug-a-boo about it, but I still don't Truly understand Exactly how I should feel about it. In truth, I just want some New opinions on it, more intellectual ones. Again, I'm not saying that I feel it right or wrong, just that it is wrong to shun such people for whom they are, for discrimination is one of the worst things in the world. But I'm not as sure to feel about it as I feel about music. Because, I Love Music, in its various forms and would not last long if I didn't hum a song or at least spasmodic scat here and there. But, I'm not as solidly stand still with homosexuallity. So, just as for now, I'll follow the feelings that my mind and heart press on me, though the two have their own conflicts here and there. [Ain't that right you two?. . . : :in unison: : "Darn skippidy, Chichums!"]

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