Ever just wanted something to get over with and be done? Just feel super impatient and want school to be done with. I just want time. . .

Want time to be able to think properly again. Not always so clustered in thought and mangled up in making simple decisions, you know? I feel as if this school year may take a large amount of time to end. Last year was so different though, I swear I must have been half asleep through eigth grade. For the simple fact that I barely noticed it was the last day of school. Maybe because I was almost always on the run or finishing up something. I never realised how fast that year went until I realised I was in high school, I'm turning sixteen in like almost 6 months, that I'm about to possibly start off a whole new daily routine schedule. But this year doesn't look like it wants to End!>.<

But enough with my moaning!
Okay, okay I only feel like that also because of this upcoming summer. I might be the traveller I always dreamed to be. I get to drop Daniel off in Texas and stay for some days, might go to the Big Apple for a week or two with Sonya, plan on staying with Nancy during all the house to house moving and juggling, and if I'm lucky, I may actually go to Nigeria and see Mama Ku Ku[Grandmama]!

It's been like 7 years and I want her to see how much I've grown[cheeses]. It's just meeting me in 2nd grade and not seeing me again until freshman year, now that's a Lot of growing! Just want to see her face again, I remember all of her tatoos too. She has black lines on her face and figure like images on her arms. Ha, she also chews tobaco[eewww, but it's a memory man!]. Darn it, I miss my grandmum!. . . Ha ha, I remember the last time I talked to her on the phone, it was like 3 years ago or something, and I called her "Mamá" and everyone was like "It's Mama Kuku!" But she didn't correct me, was just glad to hear me. Man, I think she's like the only person who's broke English is so sweet to me right now. But like, I miss her from finally hearing stories of her. She's such a strong woman through all she's gone through. She lost her parents in two weeks, without knowing because she was pregnant. And then travelled to show them her baby girl only to find out they died three months previously. She came back home with her three brothers and no daughter. Because her baby died there. I wanted to cry. . . But she overcame and is like freaking awesome.