23.1.06
*Currently in love with an image of my crazy beater. It enjoys dreaming and planning out its joy. Let's discuss things sometime, yeah?
*There's no reason to for me to attempt to bring value back to something that lost its shine, that will glisten in time. For now, might as well express it and enjoy the whispers of the wind, instead of the roars of the cyclone of emotions.
tea is served @ 5:10 p. m.
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20.1.06
I'll stay right here,
My own words to bear
No dull eyes to stare
Back to my rants and raves
A comeback to my ideas of waves
Rolling along with every crave
I return to truth
I write what matters
No more replays of my day
But of the many ways
A mind
A world
A blog
My Oasis II
tea is served @ 9:58 p. m.
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12.1.06
I work on the Chicago Tribune crossword puzzles now. I do not finish them, but work through them and I was searching for the author with the surname Wiesel, which is how I came across him [grazie Google. He has the the statement, "...to remain silent and indifferent is the greatest sin of all...", [Elie Wiesel]. Wow, now that's a quote to remember. I like it, because Wiesel wrote 36 works that deal with Judaism, the Holocaust, and genocide. To not be deemed as evil, one has to take a stand against it. Silence and indifference do not make one less of a cure, but an advocate to the virus, to the disease. It's just a phenomenal statement to me, touches my heart and reminds me that I too must take a stand in order to prove my opinion, and how I feel about certain situations I disagree with.
tea is served @ 8:14 p. m.
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11.1.06
Key element to make me happy and willing to dance in front of your mother [yes, Anyone, except for rapists, etc.], a coin scarf for bellydancing...
tea is served @ 4:16 p. m.
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"I believe, love is the answer
I believe, love will find a way"[I believe, Blessid Union of Souls]
tea is served @ 12:30 a. m.
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7.1.06
It's amusing, for one to finally overcome a tiresome challenge, one needs a boost. Be it anger, joy, resolution, agreement. I found my missing piece last night, well extremely early this morning, and now I'm at peace. It is fortunate we met, yet quite unfortunate things ended like this. Regrets are for those that cannot let go. I finally have no regrets, because the lessons I learned shaped me. If someone appreciates me and enjoys my company and in return receive the same, then we can build and sail a grand ship. However, if such a balance does not exist, then only a lesson is learned and both are aware of what each searches for.
tea is served @ 3:51 p. m.
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6.1.06
"I'm not shooting for a successful relationship at this point. I'm just looking for something that will prevent me from throwing myself in front of a bus. I'm keeping my expectations very, very low. Bascially, I'm just looking for a mammal. That's my bottom line, and I'm really very flexible on that too."
[
Bye Bye Love (the movie)]
Ah ha ha, I found that quite humorous from this travelling book I bumped into this afternoon. I think that settles things for me too, except I'm not so flexible and I actually shooting for a successful one. A real relationship keeps away broken hearts. However, I'm just aiming to take it easy, things take time^_~.
tea is served @ 5:59 p. m.
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4.1.06
"Find your angle
Lose your heartbeat"
[The Exit]
tea is served @ 4:45 p. m.
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2.1.06
[a mi corazon]"Me gusta cuando callas"
tea is served @ 3:51 p. m.
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1.1.06
A part of me found redemption beneath the stars. At last, it found its peace through droplets of rain. Why is it that I encountered that element again? It kept my secret, when I shared it, and at this hour it cleansed me of that whisper's completion. I remember how I felted damned that day, ::lightly laughs:: how he wrote "i am so serious. so yeah whts up?", how I continously thought throughout everything, how I waited for a resolution that never came. A fine game played...
::sighs:: I'm done
tea is served @ 11:36 p. m.
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