31.12.05

[From Obi, my cousin]

|*For the New Year*|

If it didn't bring you joy
just leave it behind
Let's ring in the new year
with good things in mind

Let every bad memory
that brought heartache and pain
And let's turn a new leaf
with the smell of new rain

Let's forget past mistakes
making amends for this year
Sending you these greetings
to bring you hope and cheer

Happy New Year!

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30.12.05

^_^

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29.12.05

I am at rest, I realised what I want and always pined for. The image grasped for what it was, not what it would appear as. The title is Nothing compared to what one person can mean to another. I thank God I finally figured that out. No longer am I bitter, for I was lonely and did not know why I felt so or how to go about improvements for it. Now I do. I feel as if I can finally breathe, it may not be sweet but one day it will be more than before. For that day, I smile and appreciate all I learned and continue to figure out.

*~Erich, I'm sorry for every time I ever hurt you.~*

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27.12.05

"Regres a mi, di me que me quieres"

Go to with thy discouraging looks and ways. Allow the light of the day, the dawning of a new hour to brighten thy darkend eyes, thy resentful heart.

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26.12.05

So, there's this one guy, right? I think he and I reached rock-bottom and I easily feel the need to pop something when in conversation. It's not right, I owe him better respect, sadly I don't believe he appreciates me which causes ...eh, forget it. Things will work out, somehow.

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24.12.05

MmMmM, can't let go... It did bring out the worse of me...

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21.12.05

I love the silver glistening beams of the moon as its light stream onto my golden cloth and shimmers in delight.

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18.12.05

"Still a lil' bit of your words
I long to hear"
[Damien Ricee]

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16.12.05

Sapphire nights filled with diamonds prance through my brain and I wonder if it could rain sapphires. Will the rain be a revival or a reminder?

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12.12.05

Me: I can wait... though I don't know what for.

Ashima: For love, Chichi.

Me: Yeah, it sounds so corny though, but I can't deny it. [thinks]::I wish them the best, because I couldn't take someone wishing bad onto me with something like that::

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10.12.05

I wish I could destroy teenage dating... Too many emotions, words unsaid, hormones making people crazy, and unstable mental states. It feels like a ticking time bomb, like a reason to lose hope sometimes, or to stay at unrest with someone and oneself. I wish it would become calm, just for significant moment...

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3.12.05

Last time I waste my life at any Nigerian dance function... Feel like a fool for giving in. rrrr...

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