30.9.05

"A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere"

Sometimes, I just want to break you and open that locked thing to the light of life.

I wish I could vanquish all the darkness you wish wasn't around, but continuously allow to captivate you.

I pine to despise and forget you, but I can't and could barely ever. Not until the day you can look me in the eyes and tell me you're okay and finally content with Life, with God. 'Til that day, I must press on with sword and tonic in hand.

We donned our drinks long ago, and yet a part of me still shadowed behind as I rode away. Now that shadow is an awakening proposition.

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26.9.05

"I doubt he's gay" Thanks Lonzio, you really helped me out there^^;. . .

What's the point in expressing your emotions when they are the barriers that suppress you? . . . While I try to work on that. yet again, I've come to the blunt conclusion that my main reason of finding joy and laughter is through my belief and faith in God and His guidance through all the crap that I encounter. For no matter what comes my way, He is my staff and light, my reason for being, etc . . . : : I can't stand cliques: :. . .

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17.9.05

"I have but one lamp by which my feet are guided; and that is the lamp of experience. I know of no way of judging the future but by the past.
Patrick Henry "

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15.9.05

I've kissed away my dreams and stepped into the "reality" of my time. . . Things aren't so great at the moment, but surely things will improve, isn't that the niche for "work"? . . . But through all my downs, I've always made sure to smile like I mean it, because when I do, it's because I am.

Mmm, the moon watched over me as I did my work last night, I haven't seen it through my window in so long, I felt calm and thought of the Hindi songs about it. . . "The moon spoke to me, in the street, in my house, in my dreams, it says 'Pyaar a Kar'"

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14.9.05

Sometimes, you simply need things to go wrong in order for them to be right.

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7.9.05

Hoy es nuestros cumplean(~)os. The Joy of life is the fact of living^_^

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5.9.05

"Have faith. What other choice is there?"

GB, Grazie. . .

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3.9.05

It feels relaxingly good to be home for break. Though there are kids here that peep in on rooms of which have been forbidden for them to entre, it's still cool. I just feel like relaxing, no worries or rush to do anything, just relax and finish up incomplete business.

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2.9.05

Ah, I heard some horribly good stuff today, during my morning break I was hanging around some juniors and they were cracking jokes here and there and here's a good one:
One girl said to the other,"It isn't innuendo without 'u'."
: :we all went "Awww. . "

Then there other girl said "It isn't innuendo without "en" and then she said "It isn't innuendo without 'en u'." And that was just amazingly funny.

After that, there were statements about "Slut Muffins" and "STD whore monkeys". . .

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