31.1.05

Happpy B-day Ericch!!. . .

Man, when Mum spoke to me, I thought today just might be a big ol' mess, but things worked out pretty well. And I'm so glad he liked his present, isn't it the coolest?? I love Poster Plus. . .!

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30.1.05

[Came back from Union Station, with views of Michigan at night. Tired, but hey, it's all good!]

It's not as if it's easy for me to forget people. Especially those whom I've known for 2 to 3 years with attachments. I can't not think of a future without "big plans" that have been borne into my mind for almost 8 years. I can't help but Not allow anything to wear it down. Not saying that I'm stubborn or selfish or even inconsiderate, it's just always been my little "escape plan" that has been infused more than reduced. In the end, I can't help but not dream and persevere, and glue myself to it without looking back. That is until I'm content. .

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29.1.05

Lonzio and I have the best train conversations, and yet I can never remember them long enough to post about them. . .

**So, I'll go through my mem. Okay, talked about the up's and down's of staying at R.E. and IMSA. .** [Ah yes!] East doesn't have enough motivation. There's a table, during breakfast, where everyone's winging their homework and it's a bad atmosphere to become consumed in. It's bad to become a part of that, because everyday, how many times you do ask yourself when you'll stop? How many more times do you wish to be a part of it? I mean, well yeah it's great to turn work in, but how much of your life will be lived doing only what's necessary to pass?

Inspirations are what getting me moving, without them I allow myself to drift into thought and leave things are they are. It's a bad habit, I'm so much better when I'm spirited. I and others can't use "I didn't want/like it" or "I wasn't feeling it so I didn't do it" for all of our school years. It's a mess and I am growing to despise it.

And also, we have to realised what we want to do in these passing days of our lives. Everyone's story is different. We can't be the same. When some one has walked through freshly fallen snow, not everyone else can fit their feet into the same prints and follow that path. Everything is different for everyone, but lack of moral and ethic tend to be the same.

We can't all be "The Best," whatever that may mean, but we surly can be our own best. I say to utilise your talents or find them, where ever they may be hiding.

{One thing's for sure, I have got to step foot in Costa Rico before I die, no matter where my perseverance leads me. . .}

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28.1.05

Alloh All. . .

Yes, I got my lazy self up and back to this. The compture's allll good now, so aus.

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